Seeing and Healing

Comparison: left=dirty, right=clean

All clean :)

My Apologies to those who have been in my house the past few years...

I have been admiring my fridge-- both outside and inside-- for the past few weeks. Why? Because I FINALLY deep cleaned it.

Had I noticed that it needed to be cleaned before? Probably. I'm pretty sure I cleaned the inside of the fridge a few times in the last few years. The outside though....yikes! I guess I didn't realize what the accumulation of opening and closing the fridge door with human hands had done to the handles. I'm pretty sure I tried wiping the handles down a few times in the last few years. Obviously that didn't cut it.

I finally decided to do a GREAT job instead of an OK job of cleaning. And I had to start small. It basically took the following tools: 

I had used each of these tools before, but the difference afterward hadn't been anything like what happened to my fridge handles. It was amazing the change that had come about! I had no idea I had been living and being content with such mediocrity.

I blame it on blindness. On apathy. On whatever has been plaguing my life with ho-hum living. It feels so nice to break free of that and start making changes--even though they are small. And I realize that's the method I need to work with. So often I want to tackle a cleaning task (i.e. the whole kitchen) in one day. That usually doesn't happen and is not realistic with my time or energy or life with kids. So lately I have just been choosing something to work on each day. Like President Thomas S. Monson said: "Life by the yard is hard; by the inch it's a cinch."

I want my home to be clean and inviting and a place where my family can be healthy and happy. I will continue to seek out good resources for ideas and encouragement and help. This one might be retro, but it's pretty fun. :)

The #LighttheWorld initiative is a wonderful way to live this month! I am so grateful for Jesus Christ who helps me to see in so many ways and heals me. I use present tense verbs because it is happening even now and will continue to happen for the rest of my life as I turn to Him. <3